I give it to you not that you may remember time, but that you might
forget it now and then for a moment and not spend all your breath trying
to conquer it. Because no battle is ever won he said. They are not even
fought. The field reveals to a man his own folly and despair, and victory
is an illusion of philosophers and fools.

William Faulkner
The Sound and the Fury

There is no fulfillment later in life. Ever.
There is no later in life. Ever.
There is only now.

What you are waiting for is here.

That which is not to be chronicled will be chronicled here. In other words, the basic concept is that living in the immediate/the now would mean that there is no “path” to obliterate “self”, but in fact, very few find now immediately. So, this will be a way to track the thoughts, responses, and methods that seem to work best for “me”.